Is it me, or is the day after a big storm really ugly? I think so. It's so drab outside. My hair is having a major fight with me today. And I just feel like climbing back into bed. It's one of those days. Yes, the storm last night was amazing. We haven't had one like that in a long time. It poured for hours and hours! But today, I'm just having a bad case of the Mondays. The weather really is not helping out.
I always want to cry when Old Navy has their sales. Especially the "Basics Sale." Is it me, or do they always come at the worst times? I don't' get paid for another week. I had no extra cash to spend. And I really don't want to deal with credit cards. So I'm out. AGAIN!
Please Old Navy, think about your consumer. I would love to go stock up on some stuff. But when you have your sales in the middle of a pay period, you make it really hard for me. Maybe, just maybe someone will wise up in their advertising department. I know lots of people that would love to take advantage of a good sale. :)
I'm at the library trying to study. Can you say midterms? And these people are being so annoying and loud. People, this is a library. This is one of the busiest times to study. How can these people be so rude? I should probably stick to staying home during this time. But I like to study in the library.
And it's been so windy! Every time I go outside, I eat dirt. It's ridiculous! I've stuck to wearing a ponytail for the last few days. And I'm still eating my hair. It's miserable weather. Worse than normal for this time of year. It's horrible. I almost wish I could stay home. But that's life. You have to go out and do stuff. So I'm doing...
Oh, and my study group, they didn't show up. Isn't that just annoying? Maybe I'm getting older. Or I'm wearing myself to thin. But these little things are really starting to bug me. And there goes the librarian. The library is closing. Does any other campus close their library at midnight. Especially during midterms and finals? I've always wondered that...
I'm on complete overload. I'm tired. Work is kicking my booty. I feel like I haven't had time to catch up on my sleep. School is a little outrage too. Every class I have, there is a major paper or project due.
And here I am, just wanting to sleep. But I can't I need to study. I have a big test tomorrow. A paper due on Wednesday. A pile of laundry that needs to be done. Oh, and a meeting with my lawyer to schedule.
Have I mentioned that before? My husband is trying to take my house away from me. Yes, my house that my grandma bought me. And he wants me to pay him spousal support. I make about 1/4 of what he makes. Why can't we just get divorced? Why does he have to make things so hard on me?
But I'm going to make it. Midterms, projects, papers, work, lawyers, laundry, house stuff. The whole deal. I'm going to make it past this. I just have to have a little faith. Maybe I can relax more in 2 weeks. And hopefully I can catch up on my sleep too...
I know. Today is all about hearts, love, and all that jazz. I don't want to get out of bed. In my entire 31 years, I've had 1 good Valentine's Day. With a man who is now horrible. I just don't want to leave my bed.
I should be happy. I should go out to dinner with my girlfriends. They're all single too. Everyone is going out to have a nice dinner tonight. But me, I just can't bring myself to it. I know, I sound childish. But that is where life is right now.
So I'm going to order some pizza. And I'm going to watch all the movies that make me cry my eyes out. Oh and I have to study. I have a test tomorrow. But I'm not being completely negative here. I bought myself some flowers and candy at Wally World last night. Happy Valentine's Day!
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